My heart squeezed, watching the two of them together. Watching them open up to each other and being vulnerable. It was sweet and sexy all at once.
X had pulled out of me, completely spent, and Levi took the opportunity to roll me onto my back. I opened my legs wide for him, and he kissed me again, my lips, my cheeks, my throat.
His knees sank into the mattress, and he braced his weight on his forearms.
Whip fit himself in behind Levi, hooking an arm around his midsection and dragging his lips down his spine.
I reached up a hand from beneath Levis arm, and Whip linked his fingers through mine, his gaze holding mine, Levi between us.
It was me he watched when he pushed inside Levi. But it was Levi we both listened for. Whip held still, letting his body adjust, but Levi buried his face in my neck, breathing heavily.
“Fuck.” His pleasure was evident in the tremors that shook his body. “I need to come.”
I met his thrusts. Whip matched him, both of us centered on Levi and making this as good for him as possible.
But it was good for me too. So freaking good. My entire body felt alive, every nerve ending sparking, their noises of pleasure only fueling me on. Whip picked up the pace, his weight driving Levi down onto me, but it wasn’t too much. It was just right, the feel of them moving together, knowing all three of us were joined.
Whip squeezed my fingers and shouted my name. He came hard, and Levi followed right after.
I’d already come so many times and was so full of sensation I was lost to whether I had a third orgasm or not. It didn’t matter, every second was pleasure, every moment was perfect.
Whip eventually flopped over onto the other side of the mattress.
Levi collapsed down on top of me and whispered sweet but dirty things in my ear, promising he was going to do this every night for the rest of our lives if I would only let him.
I imagined at some point, when we were old and married, I might not want to do this every night.
But right now, with the way the three of them had made me feel, I wanted to quit my job and do this all day and all night for eternity. I had no experience, outside the three of them. But I couldn’t see how any other man could love me or touch me the way they did. There was no better than this. There was nothing more than the three of them and the way I loved them all.
They were the family I’d never had but always wanted.
They were the love and the care I’d craved but never received.
They were men who saw me for who I was, fat lumps and imperfections, and still loved and desired me anyway.
The realization took my breath away.
“Whip,” I whispered, twisting my head to the side so I could see him.
Levi’s head was buried on the other side of my neck, and I wasn’t sure if he was asleep or just so exhausted his body had slowed right down to look like it. From the bathroom came the sound of running water, and I knew X had to be in there cleaning up.
Whip opened an eye. “Yeah, sweetheart?”
I shifted just enough beneath Levi that I could kiss Whip’s mouth. “I love you.”
“I love you too.” He responded so quickly, with no fanfare, it was like the words had been sitting on his lips for the longest time, he’d just been waiting for me to realize.
I smiled softly at that.
And finally let sleep pull me under, safe and surrounded by three men I had no idea how I’d ever existed without.
30
X
“I’ve been thinking about it, and I think I can be gay for you two.”
Whip raised his head from the other bed that he and Levi had moved to once Violet had fallen into an exhausted sleep. She hadn’t even stirred when they’d switched and I’d gotten back into the sex scented sheets.
