Across the clearing, Rudy’s movements became more frantic, his massive hand working faster. His jaw clenched, body tensing as he watched Cole fucking me while Kip’s head bobbed between my legs.
The moment Rudy’s release came, his head falling back as thick ropes of cum painted the snow at his feet, something inside me snapped. My orgasm hit with the force of an avalanche, electricity coursing through my veins as my body clamped down on Cole’s cock.
“Fuck, I can feel you squeezing me,” Cole groaned, hisrhythm faltering as my inner walls pulsed around him. With a few more erratic thrusts, he practically slammed me down on his cock, burying himself deep as he emptied inside me.
Kip’s movements against my clit slowed, helping me ride the aftershocks before he pulled away with a groan of his own. His body tensed, hand working furiously over his length as he found his release with a strangled groan.
As my pleasure receded, reality slowly filtered back in. I’d just been thoroughly fucked outdoors while another man watched.
I glanced toward the tree line, but Rudy had already disappeared, leaving no evidence he’d been there at all. Something twisted in my chest.
It shouldn’t have made me emotional, but I blinked rapidly as tears stung my eyes. He’d clearly wanted me enough to get off watching, yet he still kept his distance.
Cole gently slid me off his cock and lowered me to my feet, helping me find my balance on shaky legs.
A sudden burst of laughter broke the silence. Kip was doubled over, his shoulders shaking with mirth as he stared at something behind me.
“What’s so funny?” I tugged my leggings back on, still feeling emotionally raw.
Cole zipped himself up, his eyebrows drawing together as he followed Kip’s gaze. “Seriously, what is it?”
Kip pointed, barely able to speak through his laughter. “I... I came all over your snowman!”
I turned to see my poor snowman, victorious red scarf still in place, but now decorated with evidence of Kip’s pleasure splattered across its snowy belly.
For a moment, I just stared, processing. Then, like a dam breaking, a giggle bubbled up from my chest, escaping in an uncontrollable flood.
“You defiled my snowman!” I wheezed, clutching my sides as the tears that had been forming broke free.
Cole’s deep chuckle joined ours. “I think that counts as a disqualification. Intentionalsabotage.”
“Worth it.” Kip wiped tears of mirth from his eyes. “Besides, I gave him quite the upgrade. He looks much happier now.”
The three of us collapsed in the snow, a tangle of limbs and breathless laughter. My snowman stood witness, its pebble smile and cum-splattered stomach somehow the perfect metaphor for my new reality: messy, unexpected, and strangely perfect.
As our laughter subsided, I stared at the place where Rudy had stood. The mixture of emotions swirling inside me was too complicated to unravel.
“Are you okay?” Cole’s fingers wiped away my tears that I refused to say were for Rudy. Instead, they were for my snowman.
I nodded, pulling my attention back to the two men beside me. “Yeah... Rudy is just so confusing.”
Kip flopped onto his back in the snow. “That’s Rudy for you. Man of few words and many broods. He’s a good alpha, though. Never let him tell you otherwise.”
“He’ll come around.” Cole’s voice held a certainty I wished I could share. “Some magic takes longer to unlock.”
I glanced down at my hands, surprised to find them still glowing with a soft blue light. For now, I’d focus on what I could control: my growing power and the joy these men brought me.
And if that joy didn’t include a certain stubborn reindeer man, so be it.
Chapter 23
Holy Nutcracker
Istood in Dane’s closet, glaring at the explosion of festive clothing the men had gifted me. The hangers seemed to mock me with their abundance of reds, greens, and sparkly fabrics, each item more obnoxiously Christmassy than the last.
My fingers kept betraying me by drifting toward a pair of red fleece leggings with tiny silver sparkles woven into the fabric. They looked like something an elf on a bender would design after a three-day eggnog binge.
And yet.