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sometimes these things can

make a mess.

I nod

feeling a knot

growing in my gut.

Just make sure

you’re not sacrificing your own needs

for someone else’s dreams, Junie,

Mama Alice continues

her voice softer and somehow

distant.

I get the feeling we’re not

talking about me anymore.

Can I ask you something?

I say after a beat.

Always.

When you and Mom

met

was it hard

to open up to her

at first?

After the way you grew up?

Hmmm, Mama Alice says

mulling over my question for a minute.

Mama Alice spent her teenage years with her aunt

her mother’s older sister.

Her mother and father kicked her out at age fourteen

for being queer.

She was even homeless for a little bit.

I forget sometimes