The fucker.I ground my molars, my hands clenching in my lap as the car began to move.
Theo leaned in across the console separating us, getting way too close for the way I was feeling right now. “Want to play with mine?”
“Fuck off.”
“Aw, you don’t mean that. I did think you’d be a little happier to see me, but maybe your dick is.”
He put his hand between my thighs, and while no, I hadn’t been feeling even a little aroused by my night so far, the second he touched me, my cock sparked to life. It kicked against his palm before I had a chance to shove him away. A knowing grin spread across his face then, and I wanted to slap it off.
At least, that was what I told myself, because the urge to bite those taunting lips was also way too strong—andfuckthat pissed me off. Why did he have to look so good? Why was he able to push my buttons to get what he wanted?
I should just throw him out of the car now and save myself the headache.
“You’re already wet,” he murmured as he nuzzled in to nibble along my ear. “Coming all over you won’t make any difference.”
“That’s not happening.” I forced him back on his side of the car, and his pout almost made me relent. But I’d already given him enough tonight. I’d been wet and miserable, and to get him in the car, I’d told him I was jealous. Now he’d use that ammo for the rest of our lives.
“Are you really going to do this again?” he said, letting out an exaggerated sigh before going into mimic mode. “‘No, no, Theo, I don’t want you, we can’t do this, Idon’tthink you’re the sexiest man I’ve ever seen, I’d never put my cock inside you— Oh, wait, well, maybe just this once.’” He arched a brow, waiting for me to deny it.
“And every time it was a mistake.” I looked away, out the darkened window, avoiding his stare, but he wasn’t done with me yet.
“C'est desconneries,”he said, and then in English, “Bullshit, Shep. You’ve already admitted you’re hot for me, and obviously I’m here now and not in Yuki’s bed, so let’s not waste any more time.”
“Hot for you?” I snorted and shook my head. “You’re delusional.”
“And you’re jealous.”
That fucking word stabbed me in the gut, because what the hell had I been thinking, admitting that?
A low chuckle emanated out of Theo as he moved across the tight space of the car and straddled my lap. He was warm and dry, uncaring of how soaked I was as he tangled his fingers in my hair and brought his face down to mine. He was so close he could’ve kissed me, but he stayed right where he was, like he wasdaringme to try to push him away again.
“You were jealous. Jealous of the way I gave another man my attention. Jealous when he invited me back to his place?—”
“I didn’t know?—”
Theo pressed his finger against my lips, shutting me up. “Oh, you knew. And you were jealous just thinking of me in someone else’s bed. Letting him fuck me. Imagining me fucking him…”
“Stop it.”
“Why? Jealous?”
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THEO
ANGER FLASHED IN Shep’s eyes, and a second later his hands were on my ass, hauling me onto his lap. “You like that, don’t you?”
“Oui.”I slid my finger along his slick lower lip. “Because the idea of someone other than me fucking you tonight would make me lose my mind.”
Shep’s gaze dropped to my mouth, and I brought a finger up to my lips and sucked.
“Pretty sure of yourself, aren’t you?” he said.
I rolled my hips forward, grinding my covered cock atop his. “Pretty sure of you, too.”
Shep groaned. I reached for the zipper of his jacket and drew it down, and he seemed to finally give in to what was happening between us, his head falling back on the head rest.
“You’re a fucking menace.”
