The hot water spreads over my body washing away the traces of Beast from me. I want to cry from the beauty of losing my virginity to him, but I don’t. I don’t know if he’s still in the room or not.
I have no idea what I’m supposed to do next.
That’s when the curtain slides open and a hunk of man is standing in front of me. He pushes me gently against the cold shower wall. Beast uses his thighs to spread my legs making me wrap my legs around his waist. He places his hands on my hips anchoring us with his feet.
In a matter of seconds, he’s pushing his way inside of me again. “Holy shit,” I moan at the intrusion. My whole sex is completely tender from losing my virginity a while ago and now I’m even more tender.
“Too tender?” He questions with a smirk.
“Go slow,” I beg.
I sink my nails into his shoulders then lean my head into the crook of his neck.
Beast
The ringing phone in my jeans is what wakes me up from the most peaceful night’s sleep I’ve ever had. Ever. Being here with Bella, is fuckin’ great. I don’t think I’m ever letting her go if it means I get to sleep like this.
I untangle the sleeping and cuddly Bella from my body to grab my jeans that are strewn on the floor. I grab the pant leg to slide them over. “Yeah?”
“Yo. You comin’ over to do this?” Prince barks on the other end of the line.
Shit! I totally forgot about it.
“Yeah. Give me about twenty and I’ll be down there.”
I hang up, swing my legs over the edge of the bed to stuff them into the pant legs. Bella stirs a little but I lean over to give her a kiss on the cheek. “I’ll be back in a little bit,” I murmur in her ear.
She pushes me off. That’s something I didn’t expect! Bella’s not a morning person. I only need a couple of hours of sleep to function normally, so it doesn’t really matter to me what time of day it is.
When I patched up with The Diablos MC, I was fresh out of college and thought only college students slept a couple of hours a night. Nah, they did too. A lot of the brothers claimed it helped them get their shit done if they could alternate the time of day they were having to do it.
Makes sense when you think about it.
With my jeans on, I reach into the back pocket to slide Bella’s phone out of my pants. The least I can do is hope she’s not going to call Charger and Roman at my fuckin’ house. I’d hang her up by her toes if she did.
Before putting the phone on the bedside table, I wake it up to type my number in there for me to get her number. There’s a couple of texts and a dozen phone calls from some random numbers. I don’t have the time to look into that at the moment. I quickly type my number in, wait for my phone to vibrate in my cut pocket then put it down.
“See ya later, baby,” I croon.
She hums her acknowledgment and then rolls over.
For the first time in a long time, I drive towards the clubhouse with a smile on my face that couldn’t be wiped off.
*
“So, what did the fuckers have to say about the blow on the table?” I question Prince while lighting up a blunt.
I wanted one taste…. Just one taste and everything would have been fine. One taste and I would have been able to act like I didn’t have a problem or anything.
We’re sitting at the table waiting to hear what Prince found about regarding Beto. Beto’s not in the room which either means he’s in lock up or he’s in the ground. Not sure which since both are mutually possible at this moment.
Prince smirks. “We’ve got a meetin’ with Roman in a couple of hours. I want you to have the girl here in case he decides to do somethin’ shifty.”
He doesn’t have to say what he thinks he would do. I already know and that’s take my girl from me. Bella’s mine and these bastards aren’t taking her from me.
Ever.
Fuck this whole giving her back in a week after all the debt is paid. That won’t be happening.