His intense gaze didn’t intimidate me, it empowered me. His touch broke past my timidness, I felt bold as I clutched the top of his vest.
“What if I don’t want to fuck?” I attempted to press his buttons.
“You want me to fuck you right now…I know it, so don’t play with me Little owl.”
My eyes fluttered, I failed at pressing any buttons because he was right.
“I have an impulsive disorder, Mira.” His voice remained calm.
“I feel like you should know this before we go further. I also have severe bipolar disorder. I’m not in denial about anything concerning myself, so to some folks it makes me weird. I know that my brain runs hotter than most. Sometimes I can control it, other times I can’t. I’ve learned to read the signs especially when the pressure starts to build under my skin, and my thoughts start speeding at a rapid pace. I lace my blunts with Owlette, it takes the edge off and keeps my impulses from swallowing me whole…but sometimes…” He paused, his jaw clenched tight.
“Sometimes the current gets too strong. It overrides Owlette. I start to act before people even know what’s happening. It’s a part of the reason why I plan so much, I’m very direct with whatever I say. I build structure into everything, my business, my people, my rules. Because if I don’t, I’ll end up burning through it all, including myself.”
His gaze dropped down to my breasts; my nipples already strained against the thin piece of fabric that I was wearing.
“I want you, and I know that it’s not in a casual way. It’s consuming. I’m telling you this, so you understand exactly what it means when I say I’m obsessed.” He released me abruptly and stood from the bed.
“You’re saying so much, my mind is trying to process it all.” I stated honestly.
“I understand, you’ll have the time to process it all. Right now, I want you to stand in front of me and strip down to nothing.” Grand said standing to his feet, he looked over at Josie then clicked his tongue three times.
So, this is his impulsive side…. I mentally noted. The way he could swiftly change the topic and demand something so smoothly out of me needed to be studied.
Seconds later Josie spread her wings and flew past Kenric in a blur. He pressed his hand to the wall below a light switch, and it opened up. Josie flew out, Kenric pressed his hand back on the panel and it was shut making a clicking noise that indicated the door was locked. When he turned back towards me, my breath was caught in my throat.
“Your still sitting little owl.” He tucked his hands into his pockets and remained by the wall.
Fuck it! There’s no point in denying how wet I am and how bad I need some type of release. Slowly I got out of the bed, mentally, I replayed what all he said, down to him telling me to strip down naked in front of him.
“I’m not fucking you yet, I need…” He closed his eyes for a couple of seconds. Grand looked like he was mentally at war with himself as he squeezed his eyes tighter.
When he opened them back up, I could see lust written in his orbs heavily.
“I need to taste you, right now.”
“I’m nervous, Kenric.” I admitted.
In long strides, he closed the distance between us. He yanked my top off in one swift motion, my titties bounced out, air kissing my nipples. The ache between my legs intensified as a low moan ripped from my throat.
Kenric nostrils flared as he stared at my titties. He reached out and traced his finger down my belly. I shivered, as his gaze lingered all over my body.
“I notice every detail, every shift in your voice, every look in your eyes…It’s not just me watching you. It’s my mind locking on to you…you’re keeping my mind from slipping out of control…bringing me peace, I like the shift it brings to me, Mira.”
I couldn’t breathe right, not with the weight of his words pressing down. The heat of his hand on my skin made me feel things that I never felt. He was mind fucking me in the most powerful way possible.
He grabbed the hem of my pants and slid them down my legs. Without him asking, I stepped forward and away from the puddle of pants around my ankles.
“Your toes, are sexy.” He kept his eyes glued to my feet like he did before when they were chipped.
“Thank you.” I blushed.
“Lay down on the bed.” He demanded, never acknowledging my kindness.
I sighed and got on the bed; I laid back slowly until my back hit the sheets. Kenric picked up my right foot and planted a kiss on the arch. I sucked in a deep breath before he sucked my big toe between his lips. He slid his tongue between my toes, and I lost all common sense.
I pushed up on my elbows, my hair tickling my back as I looked at what he was doing. He grunted as he loosened his grip on my foot. His hand slid along the muscle of my calf then hooked underneath my knee.
“You still nervous?” He reached for my other leg and bended them before spreading them far apart.
