Later, he wouldn’t remember the drive home - he had no idea how Bas had been able to keep his Charger on the road, if his pulse had been pounding half as loud as Drew’s. He vaguely recalled spending the entire time gazing at Sebastian’s profile as he drove, occasionally reaching out to run his thumb along the firm line of his jaw, and imagining the fulfillment of afantasy.
He rememberedveryclearly the way the two of them had stumbled through the front door of Bas’s place - likely Bas’s choice because his house was simply closer to Seaver Tech than Drew’s - and raced to the bedroom without a word. There had been no careful undressing, no teasing kisses, no tender caresses as each piece of clothing was removed. It was as if they’d both realized that arousal was a powder keg ready to explode between them, and they avoided evenlookingat each other for too long, lest they spontaneouslycombust.
When Drew was finally naked, he couldn’t help but reach down and touch himself, stroking firmly as he watched Bas throw his remaining clothing haphazardly on thefloor.
Christ, but he was beautiful, in every single way, from his broad shoulders to his hard, jutting cock. But maybe most of all because he was looking at Drew with nothing but love and trust and searing arousal in hiseyes.
“I love you,” Drew said, the words torn from him. “Somuch.”
“I love you, too, McMann.” Bas’s face, which had been tense with arousal, softened as he looked at Drew. He moved across the short distance until they were pressed together, chest to chest, cock to cock. Drew couldn’t help but moan at the sensation. “But please, Drew. Don’t go slow. I’m burningup.”
Drew nodded. He understood the feeling. Still, he took a moment, running his hands up Sebastian’s taut stomach to his chest, and then back down again. He licked his palm and grabbed both their erections in his hand, stroking them together and admiring the way Bas’s eyes rolled back in his head at the sensation. “I’m going to make this good for you,” hepromised.
“It couldn’t be any other way,” Bas whispered. Drew stroked again, and Bas gasped, the cords of his neck standing out as he threw his head back. “I’ve been hard since we were in your office. Every pothole in the fucking road was making me rub against my pants. And I swear, Drew, if you don’t get inside me soon, I’m going to come just from this.” He lowered his head and caught Drew’s gaze. “And I don’t want to come this way. Nottoday.”
“Then get on your knees in the bed,” Drew told him, releasing hishold.
He moved to the nightstand to retrieve the bottle of lube that had been well-used over the past week and rummaged around for acondom.
There was only one left, and he threw it on the bed next to thelube.
He kneeled on the bed behind Bas’s gorgeous ass, and bent to lick a path up hisspine.
“Sebastian?” he said. “What do you think about getting tested? So we don’t have to use condoms anymore, Imean.”
Bas turned his head. “I’ve been tested. And I haven’t had sex with anyone at all in a year and ahalf.”
“You… what?” Drew had known he hadn’t dated anyone serious since the crash, but he’d never suspected this. “Really?”
“Yeah, really.” He smirked. “So, I’m ready to go when youare.”
“I… I’ve been tested. And I’ve never had unprotected sex before.” Drew swallowed. “Is that something you want,though?”
Bas sat back on his heels and twisted, cupping Drew’s face in both his hands. “If you haven’t figured it out, Andrew, there’snothingI don’t want with you. I want everything.” He leaned in to bite Drew’s bottom lip firmly, and Drew’s cockjumped.
Bas chuckled. He grabbed the condom from the bed and tossed it like a Frisbee so it landed on the dresser. “Come on,” he said, turning around and bracing himself onceagain.
Drew didn’t require any further convincing or discussion. He quickly dribbled lube over his fingers and Bas’s hole, teasing him and stretching him. They’d played that way several times in the past week, but they’d never moved beyond… untilnow.
“Oh, fuck,” Bas groaned, as Drew eased a finger inside him. “More. Please,more!”
But Drew would never hurt him, even if he demanded it. With measured thrusts that took every bit of his control, Drew worked him, with one finger and then two and three, until Bas was moaning, panting,beggingfor Drew’scock.
It was surreal, and Drew wondered if it would ever be something he took for granted, having Sebastian want him in this way. After fifteen long years of wanting him with hopeless passion, he really doubtedit.
He eased his fingers out and slicked more lube on his aching cock as a wildfire burst of lust and anticipation snaked its way down his spine.Forever. That was how long he’d wanted this. And now it was finallyhis.
He nudged the head of his cock against Sebastian’s ass and pushed slowlyforward.
Bas’s hiss of pain broke through the clouds of arousal that blanketed his mind. “Are youokay?”
But Bas’s voice, when it came, was groggy not with pain but with desire. “Very okay,” he said. “Oh my God,Drew.”
Drew knew the feeling. There should have been nothing new for him in this experience - he was no virgin, and the feeling of sinking into tight heat should have been familiar. But it wasn’t. This wasSebastian, Sebastianbarewithout a condom, and so everything was brandnew.
He set a fast rhythm, because he simply couldn’t help it, couldn’t give a thought to drawing out the experience when Bas was pushing against him, thrusting back eagerly even as Drew thrust forward. The knowledge that there was nothing between them, that soon his cum would fill Bas’s hole… it was overwhelming andperfect.
He pushed Bas’s shoulders down so his chest was against the mattress, his ass in the air, and leaned over him, seeking Bas’s mouth for a kiss. Bas turned his head, his eyes wide open and totally lost, and Drew pressed their lips together, hard and messy, thrusting his tongue in time to hiships.
