Page 85 of A Love Most Brutal


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“I think that’s weird too,” I admit and lead her inside, letting her gawk at the tall ceilings and huge windows.

“Grandma’s house is fancy, but this place is like. . .different fancy.”

New fancy, she means. Shiny walls and white counters and lots of light flooding the space.

I head straight for the tea kettle, a habit I hadn’t realized I’d picked up until I’ve already pulled down two mugs while Angel walks around the house unabashedly looking at everything. This must be how I looked at first as Maxim stood still as stone watching me invade his space.

“Maxim reads?”

“Yes, what did you think he did?” I ask. She giggles.

“I don’t know—” She gasps so loud and dramatically I let a spoon clatter to the ground in my move to see what’s wrong. She’s just discovered the cat.

I catch my breath while she coos over the fluff ball. “You got a cat?”

“Maxim’s cat. Her name is Greta.”

“She’s ababy,” Angel drops to the ground in front of the couch and pets Greta who, while not in fact a baby, looks thrilled to preen in front of someone who will lavish her in attention. Dream come true for the little creature.

“Do you want tea or hot chocolate?” I ask.

“Do you have soda?” she asks. “Mom stopped letting us get soda.”

There were three cavities between her and Artie last time they went to the dentist, but I do not remind her.

“I have green juice?” I offer and she looks excitedly into the kitchen.

“I want that, it sounds weird.”

I nod and pour us both glasses, the mugs forgotten on the counter. She winces and scrunches her face at the first taste, but immediately goes back for a second and looks like she likes it a bit more this time.

“Kinda sour.”

“She puts lemon in it,” I explain.

“Who?”

I lower my voice. “Elise. Our chef. She is very nice, and very blonde.”

“Is she your friend?”

I think about the question for a moment instead of defaulting to no. I don’t call many people my friends, all of my friends are my family. But I suppose Sasha has become friendly enough, andsomething about Elise makes me loathe myself, but she is very sweet to me.

“I don’t have many friends,” I say simply. Angel takes a bigger sip, leaving a green rim of juice around her upper lip.

“Nate is your friend,” she says. “Mom told me you guys hang out all the time.”

“Nate doesn’t count,” I deny.

“Are you friends with Maxim?”

“Maxim is my husband.”

“But mom always calls Dad her best friend. I asked her if Nate and Vanessa were best friends though and she said no because Nate isyourbest friend.”

I laugh out loud at this, and she joins me, her giggle still as sweet to me as it was when she was a tiny baby and laughing at anything.

“Then yes, they’re all my friends, except for on the days Nate annoys me. Then he’s my enemy.”