She shivers, and I see that the idea turns her on. I wasn’t wrong about her. Lilly is a flower waiting to bloom. Curious and sexy. Sweet fucking perfection.
“You’ll teach me to want that too?” she asks, surprising me again. “You’ll show me my body until I lose the shame and give you everything?”
“I’m going to make you mine, Lilly. You’ll crave anything I do to you.”
“As long as it’s just between us.”
“What?” I ask, a little confused.
“I read a book where the woman gave everything to her man, and he treated her like an object, giving her to someone else.”
“Never,” I say, dead serious. “That doesn’t turn me on. I don’t share, Lilly. Everything that happens between us will be for our pleasure only. I want you needy and filthy. No shame, no fear—but always just us.”
“I trust you. If it’s only us, I won’t say no.”
Her total surrender puts me on the edge. Not because it’s new to me—it’s what I seek in my partners—but because it’s with her. The only woman who’s ever stolen my breath.
I lift her into my arms again and lay her on the bed with an unusual gentleness for me. I settle beside her, not touching her yet, just taking in the sweet angel who’s surrendered to me. The confident and pure girl I plan to take again and again.
Right now, I can’t think of a single reason to stay away. I want her with a visceral, nearly oppressive need, and there’s no chance I’m backing down.
I barely brush her breast with my fingers, and she shivers. I don’t kiss her. I need to absorb her reactions.
I slide my hand between her legs and let out a low growl when she parts them without me asking.
Lilly meets my gaze, but when I touch her clit, she tries to close her eyes.
“No. Keep them open.”
She obeys, and I lower myself to bite her earlobe as I stroke through her wet folds.
The moan she lets out, the way her chest rises and falls in short breaths—everything adds to my madness, and I kiss her mouth, pushing her toward surrender.
I bite down on her bottom lip, hard, because if Lilly is going to be mine, she needs to knowwhatI like andhowI take it.
She trembles with desire and lifts her hips into my fingers. Our eyes remain locked.
I don’t stop stimulating her until she comes, soaking my hand, and when she finally surrenders, her body going limp with a long moan of pleasure, I straddle her chest, one leg on each side.
She feels the shift and opens her eyes. I start stroking myself, my balls practically at her lips.
“Open your mouth and suck my balls.”
She obeys shyly, but the first touch already makes me groan.
“Use your tongue,” I command, guiding her delicate hand to my cock and teaching her how to touch me.
She starts slowly, licking and caressing me, but soon she’s moaning and sending shockwaves of lust through my entire body.
Her small fingers can’t wrap all the way around me, but she seems to take as much pleasure in it as I do.
I pull back and remove her hand from me. Lilly protests, and I nearly smile as I reach for a condom.
She tries to sit up, but I order, “Don’t move. I’ll be right back.”
Chapter 38
I put on the condom in record time and return to the same position.
