I want her to see who I am. Lilly needs to know she’s not standing in front of some fairy tale prince.
I shut off the water. “If you know what you’re doing, take off your clothes.”
She swallows hard, and I can see how nervous she is.
“If this isn’t what you want, Lillyana, then walk away. I won’t force you.”
Her hands go to the knot on her robe. “It is what I want. I’ve never wanted anything more in my life.”
Without another word, she undoes the tie and lets the robe fall to the floor, standing there, completely bare.
Chapter 36
I can see every inch of her skin covered in goosebumps. Her nipples, a delicate shade of pink against the porcelain-white skin, point straight at me, almost begging for my mouth.
I’m so turned on that my entire body, not just my cock, is rigid with tension. I’m holding back the animal inside me because I know this is all new for Lilly. But what I really want is to bend her over in front of the mirror, her hands on the bathroom counter, and fuck her deep and hard.
“I’m not myself when I’m around you,” she says.
“Why not?” I step closer, lift her into my arms, and sit her down on the wide black marble counter.
“Because all it takes is a look from you and I start tingling all over. You haven’t even touched me yet, and I already feel like I’m going to pass out.”
“From fear?”
“No, from anticipation.”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t know what’s going to happen between us, but I really want it. Whatever it is.”
I fight hard to keep control of the madness her words ignite in me. “You need to tell me what you're feeling with everything I do to you, Lilly. I want to know your body like I know my own.”
“I don’t know if I can.”
“I’ll teach you to lose your shame. I need to hear everything—what you feel and what’s going through your head.”
“Why?”
“Because I like it. But more than that, because I want to know every inch of you.”
She drops her gaze and nods. “My breasts ache.”
I glance down at her stiff nipples, but that’s not enough. I reach out, stroking one with my thumb.
She cries out, hypersensitive from the arousal, and her innocent reaction drives me insane.
“Have you ever seen a man naked?” I ask, still teasing her nipple.
“Not in real life.”
“Look at me when you answer, Lilly. Are you here because you want to be?”
“Yes, Amos.”
“Then don’t hide. I want you fully present, every step of the way.”
“I am. I want to learn.” She lifts her eyes to mine, biting her bottom lip. “I love everything you do to me.”
