It does. It really does. But I wish she could honestly say,“Just fuck me, Grayson, I can make it all better.”
“I think I’m just gonna go,” she says.
I nod. “Okay.”
She bends and gathers the flowers she dropped, cradling them against her chest. She walks to the door and I cannot help but let my gaze drop to that gorgeous ass as she sashays her way across my living room.
She opens the door, then turns back and says, “Maybe I’ll see you around.”
Then she steps out the door, closing it behind her.
And all I can think is that yes, I probably will see her around. Because she’s fucking the two men who live next door. And I can’t escape the images of her sandwiched between James and Cas, them kissing, touching, and making her come right on the other side of my bedroom wall.
“Fuck.”
Well, I brought that on myself. I kissed her first and got a taste of what I can never have. I am the one who said this couldn’t happen. I am the one who’s apparently decided to live like a monk, until when? Evelyn is eighteen? Or maybe I should just go get a vasectomy now so that I can live my life happily and at peace.
But what if I want to make another baby someday?
I stomp over to my couch and sink into the middle of it. Something hard jabs my ass and I shift to the side, pulling out a rattle. I toss it onto the coffee table.
I stare at my front door, replaying everything from the moment I finally kissed her, to how her breast felt in my hand, to the way her thighs squeezed me, to her confession about her and James and Cas.
Caroline is sleeping with Cas and James.
Great.
Those two assholes can’t be happy just having each other?
But then I start to really think about it.
They get to experience amazing, hot, very dirty sex with Caroline Bell.
Lucky fuckers.
But even more, it’s obviously casual, and temporary.
I can’t help but imagine it. A little.
I don’t create an entire scenario but…I bet the three of them are very hot together.
And when there are two men fucking one woman, only one of them can be in her pussy. The other still gets to bring her pleasure, enjoy touching her, kissing her, have their mouth and hands all over her. They also get to have her mouth and hands all over them. But there are plenty of other ways to enjoy and satisfy a sexual partner without risking a pregnancy.
I glance in the direction of James and Cas’s apartment.
So those guys are open to having a little extra fun in their marital bedroom. And Caroline is obviously open to multiple partners.
I wonder how they all would feel about adding one more to their party of three.
CHAPTER19
Caroline
“You’re late.”
I try to look contrite, but Fiona’s lifted brow tells me I’m not pulling it off.
“It’s all my fault,” Cas says, coming up onto the porch behind me.
