Page 58 of Sick Little Devotion

“I’m sorry,” I whisper, raising my eyes to meet his. “And I’m sorry that I’ve been… ruined.”

“Is that how you look at me?” His voice stays neutral, no emotion showing on his face. “Do you think I’ve been ruined?”

I shake my head quickly. “No, not at all.”

“Then that should answer how I feel about you.”

I nod, but then hesitate. “I need you to fix it.”

“What?” His brows furrow. “What do you mean?”

“Will told me that he wanted to take me in a way that he knew you hadn’t. I need you to fix that.”

Aiden’s face grows to an understanding. “Are you sure you want that?”

I nod. “Please. I love you, and I need you to take that away from him.”

“I…” Aiden’s voice sounds husky. “I don’t want to hurt you. And it might make you feel worse, Sara.”

“Then I’ll tell you to stop,” I reason, pleading with him. “Please.”

“Okay,” he says softly. He leans over and kisses my shoulder, pulling away the damp towel that covers my body. He lies me down on the bed and tosses the towel to the floor before covering my skin with his mouth. Arousal floods my system, replacing the guilt and shame I felt before.

Maybe he didn’t get the best of me.

I continue to remind myself it’s Aiden as he works lower and lower. His sweet tickling kisses land on my inner thighs, and then in one swift motion, he flips me onto my stomach. Aiden spreads my cheeks, and then runs his tongue from my ass to my clit, burying his face between my legs. I tilt my hips to angle myself toward him in the best possible way.

“Oh my God,” I moan out, trembling from the pleasure. However, as the waves crash, I still, my mind replaying the feeling of Will’s hot breath on my skin.

“Just breathe, Sara,” he murmurs, circling my ass with his tongue. “You won’t remember he was here once I’m done.”

I whimper, squeezing my eyes shut as Aiden lubes me up with his saliva. Once again, I let the pleasure replace the fear, Aiden’s fingers rub against my clit. He’s making it pleasant for me, and I know he is being purposeful.

Pressure fills me as I feel a finger slide into my pussy and my ass. I let out a muffled cry, the sensation so different than what I felt earlier. This feels good. Aiden feels good. He groans as I rock against him.

“Good girl,” he murmurs, thrusting his fingers into me again. This time, I feel a pull, realizing that I have more than one finger in my ass. “I don’t know if you can take me, Sara.”

“I need to,” I moan out, bucking against him again. “I really, really need to.” The guilt of what happened washes away, and all I feel is the primal urge for Aiden to be inside of me in the most forbidden way. “Please.”

“Fuck,” he moans out, carefully stretching me with a third. “This is going to be so good for both of us, Sara. It’s just what we need.” Aiden leans over and spits on my puckered hole before aligning his cock. Except he dips lower, thrusting into my pussy.

I let out a cry as he pulls out quickly and then presses into my ass. “Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God,” I choke out, the burn is euphoric as he enters me.

“Oh fuck, fuck,” Aiden groans. “Please tell me if I need to stop, baby.”

“No, all of it,” I cry out, nearly coming at the sensation. My mind only focuses on Aiden over me, feeling my tightness squeezing his cock with every pump as he fills my ass with slow and even strokes.

"That's it… Come for me, princess," he whispers shakily as he feeds me inches, with every thrust slowly making his way all the way inside.

And I explode.

The pleasure destroys the memories of what Will did to me.

“Oh, Sara,” Aiden groans, shifting his hips. “I can’t fucking hold back. Can I finish too? I don't want to hurt you.”

“Do it,” I breathe out through the spasm of pleasure.

He grunts as his hips begin to move, pumping in and out of me with full force, and I start pumping back and forth alongside his movements, greedily trying to take in all of him. It feels strangely amazing, and as he fills my ass with cum, I hope it’s as healing for him as it was for me.